Wednesday, March 09, 2011

It's the time of the year again...

... To wish SHARON QUAK a Happy Birthday!
Happy Eighteenth Birthday that is.

Abso abso absolutely love you
Yes in that kinda way ;)
Have a great one. You deserve it.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

:D

I'm so tired but before I have some shut eye,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTINE!
yOu ArE aWeSoMe AnD i JuSt LoVe yOu!

XOXO

Monday, February 14, 2011

Two drifters, off to see the world. There's such a lot of world to see.

Kicking back after a long day of walking uphill and catching buses. Chilling with the roommate at the end of the day, watching Breakfast at Tiffany's on Valentine's eating Rocky Road chocolate having a dog on the lap and the another laying on feet. Heading out to the city and getting back pass 10, walking in heels up the steep street back home looking up to see the starry night, cool breeze blowing through the hair, humming our way back home. Having a jog around the park in the windy and sunny afternoon. Waking up to "Girls, breakfast is ready!".  :P
Are things different? Yes they are.
This is definitely a new change of lifestyle. 
I'm fortunate enough to live with cool individuals that I can click with.
Tracy, Theobe and "somerandomguy" ;) kidding.
I love being able to rely on buses and how convenient it is to use the public transportation.
Sharon you're right!
People here are friendlier. Or at least they pretend to be.

However, there isn't one moment that passes where I don't miss my friends back home.
John, Mum, Dad.
I've yet to fully settle in.

Today was orientation day.
Hmm... you would think that the students here could at least hold a conversation in Engrish. 
I was shocked. Many couldn't. Majority spoke Mandarin and Cantonese.
I am so far the only Malaysian I know. Haha. How about that?
I've officially met the biggest people and the biggest nerds.
Sitting together they are sober but they are acting like they are drunk snorting away and joking about their sandwiches that they had. Making odd statements that silenced the entire class making the situation awkward. I found it rather amusing at first but then having to be surround by hundreds of 'em speaking pretty much every language but english. 
DEY MEK SHO MACH NOISH. 
 Haha. But I am good! Yep. Yep.
Just so you know, I LOVE YOU GUYS BACK HOME!  

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

HelloAndGoodbye

Alright.

This post is merely for the sake of updating.

I think I am forgetting to do something rather important.
I'll be flying off in the early morn for Taiwan.
I am on the net.
I bought a G12.
Bought a MacBook Pro.
I miss my friends.
I love the bass.
I miss my maid.
I am addicted to Facebook.
I am typing.
I love my portable radio.
I have an aching back.
I lost my M.A.C eyeliner and it is driving me nuts having the feeling of being incomplete without it.
I have an aching feet.
I just saw a spider.
I may get bitten.
Now.
Or now. 
Or now.
No.
I am still breathing.
I worry and worry.
I think I have OCD.
I'm a nervous wreck.
I can't sleep.
I have butterflies.
I am ecstatic.
I want to pack the treadmill.
I am liking the CNY feeling.
I love technology.
I just remembered that something that is rather important.
I'm not done packing for Australia. 
I got to go. 

Adios. (:

Sunday, January 16, 2011

No, I can't resist the day (:

As the sun shines through, it pushes away and pushes ahead,
Fills the warmth of blue, and leaves a chill instead,
And I didn’t know that I could be so blind to all that is so real,
As illusion dies, I see there is so much to be revealed.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Sunday, January 09, 2011

Friends+Fun=Hardcore

A month to go.

But before that,
I love us.

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

Enfin.



Farewell nightmares I am free

Welcome streams of sweet dreams
That settles over me~

What lies out there
 No one knows
The tide could bring in anything
So steady as she goes...
Steady as she goes...


Saturday, December 04, 2010

Well, disaster it strikes on a daily basis and I'm looking for wisdom in all the wrong places but still wanna laugh in disappointed faces. (:

Overseas.
Hmm. (:

Yesterday, I met up with my mum's client's son.
He just came back from Australia and have only one good thing to say about his time there
"transportation is convenient but!"
...but a million of things he disliked.
Boy, he was a big blob of... complaints and criticism!
He was, non other than Mr. fault-finding.
Imagine if this was The Sims,
I would have had two no scratch that three gigantic red negatives on my head!
- - - !!
Take that :P  

I'm fed up of hearing people going "Ah, you think you know so much, but you've never experienced it. I should know better, I have. Just you wait."
When I reply "Well, I have heard of many others who did have good experiences, I've not experienced much, yes I do know that, but then again, I will never really know until I experienced from myself will I? What makes you think just because you did not have a good experience, I would end up the same?"

Two reactions:


a) They'll shake their head, and switch topic.
b) They'll respond quickly "Ah.... Yeah yeah.. .. It ehh... really differs from people also."

I do listen to people who have had their knowledge about things I don't know,
 but you don't go around telling people in that kinda manner.
Reality bites.
See what I'm doing is, instead of feeling over-anxious and end up a wreck before I even begin, I'm trying to face it with a positive attitude.
Don't you see? I'm not saying I know.
But I'm willing to put up with it and have MY own experiences may it good or bad.
I may not like it, I may, who's to say?

“We don’t see the things the way they are. We see things the way WE are.”

“If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.”


“Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning.”


"Happiness is not the absence of problems, but the ability to deal with them."



Just because you don't have a single friend there and pretty much it seems like you hate everything there, doesn't mean I will.

Well, here's my experience,
Mr.Ex piano teacher told me that for me to get prepared for Grade 4 Theory from not even completing Grade 3, requires a lot of work. He said he wasn't sure I could.
 I told him I will work hard but what I was thinking Grade 5 even?
 He laughed and said "Whoa. That's impossible. EVEN I can't."
For every class, instead of encouraging me when I struggled, he just went " I told you so. "
To the extent I got so tired putting up with him.
He got fired.
Ms.Lily came in. (Thanks Miki)
Said it wasn't going to be easy but there is no harm trying. In the end, I did it.
 See, if I stuck with that negative piece of shit hee hee I swear I couldn't have.
 Though it wasn't because he was a pessimist
but simply his teaching is "too advanced" for me to understand. Idiot.
Tee hee.

Whew, I feel better.
YAY, LANGKAWI!
YAY, CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
YAY, CHINESE NEW YEAR!
YAY, BRISBANE!

Well I'm stubborn and wrong,
But at least I know it
I keep moving along,
And hope I can get through this.
But maybe this song is the best I can do it
So I'm patiently waiting on these
Heroes and Thieves at my door
And I can't seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I figured it out
Darling it's you I'm without.

Seems like I'm getting closer somehow
A flicker of peace that I finally found
Thank you for believing in me now
'Cause I do need it (:

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Just saying...

Today is a good day.
I'm not angry or whatever, in fact I'm in a great mood. However,
(:

Just something to let out...
I despite negative people!
Yet I'm surrounded by them.
Screw you and the "bad energy/vibe" you give out.
It's a little bit.. how do I put it.. irritating.
If making people feel a little worse helps you feel a little better inside,
well aren't you just a cruel, sad sad person. Oh am I sorry for you.
Just an observation on my part.

 p.s. : I'm jusssst saying. whew!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

I'm in repair, I'm not together but I'm getting there.

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go?

There's gotta be more to life,
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure there's gotta be more than wanting more.

Monday, November 22, 2010

22.Nov.10

Results for Grade 5 Piano Theory came in yesterday..
 Received a Merit! (80/100)
If only I hadn't screw up the 10 marks..
Oh well! Yayyyyer (:

PS: Leila this is for you!

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Holy cow.

Short update. (:


"Agony
 and beauty live side by side"

Gotta love them heels.

Today, my beloved iPod decided to go cuckoo and spontaneously wipe out everything that was in it.
Tee hee. I must say, I handle it pretty well. Shocker.
In other news, received my offer letter for Trinity :)
Yet to hear from IES for UQ next week!
Yayyyer :D

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

"Komanshinada?"



I remember just wasting away in front of the computer screen for hours and hours on The Sims.
Just downloaded the soundtracks and just thought wow.. all the memories.
As soon as you hear that "EA Games.. Challenge Everything." and that epic Sims music, you escape reality and suddenly the world is in the palm of your hands and life just got so much better. Fast forwarding shower time, sleeping time, talking to a mirror to gain Charisma time, reading books to gain Logic time, and pause when you get robbed and start buying furnitures to block the path of the robber from getting to your house (or when you have bad parenting skills and the lady comes to steal your baby) . Finding  new ways to kill someone by drowning them in the pool and taking out the pool ladder, building a fence around them and just watch them pee and complain or simply, not having any skills at cooking and burn down the house.
Watching them speak a fictional gibberish unknown language whilst trying to figure out what language that was.

Carefree times.
Ah. GOOD times Good times.. . (:

Thursday, September 02, 2010

Septembre Septembre


Long hiatus. I know I know.
It's been awhile since I've updated. (:
Hmm.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Hot like wow.

Who's John Mayer again? :P

Monday, June 28, 2010

Oh mother.

Mom's the best mom ever.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

My body rocks a rhythm, you beat my drum hard! :B



Yesterday us girls went to 1 Utama to celebrate Cheyenne's (belated) birthday.
Cheyenne I hope you had a good time! Love ya! XOXO

Pictures from yesterday.

Breakfast at Paddington House Of Pancakes.


Chilled at Juice Works.




Lunch at Ms.Read

Watched The A-Team.

Had the hots for Bradley Cooper since The Hangover.
Never knew his name though 'till yesterday.
I just knew him as Phil Wenneck.



I want this shirt! Haha. Remember Baby "Carlos"?

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

Who's to say what's impossible and can't be found.


I have Astro again! Yayyyer!
After a whole year.
Finally :)

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Hallucination much?

As I was typing a word to be translated...

S... u... t... e..

What in the world?

Alright can some please explain to me?