I am only trying to be the best with my intent to heal.

Twice as much ain't twice as good

And can't sustain like one half could

It's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees
 

Just keep me where the light is.

What can I say,

I'm mesmerized. (:

I don't give a damn, I'm happy as a clam :P

SEVENTEENth BIRTHDAY (:

We'll start off with the Black Notebook my brother bought for me.

24th of April.

My Pre-Birthday Celebration with the girls.

Lucky lucky me! All managed to show up on that day :D

Thank you girls ♥

In Cheyenne's car on the way to Sunway Pyramid...

Breakfast At Itallianies.

Lunch At Bubba Gump.

The Stink Eye.

Being "Cheeky".

Wai Mun & Me.

Close Up!

Eskimo Kisses. Just cause' I love em!

The Girls.

Dinner At Sushi Zanmai with Wai Mun & Justine.

26th Of April.

Celebrated my birthday with Dad, Little Brother & Kakak Yatun.

I made John take pictures.

He HATES taking pictures.

We took plenty! But I'm only posting a few of my favourites from the bunch.

He's gonna kill me once he knows I posted em' up.

Oppsss! TOO BAD.

PS: John's the one that took the photos.

I got to say...
As I was editing the photos, I feel heavy-hearted.
There's not much to say.

I just feel so thankful for the blessing.
I've never been happier.

Dix-sept! Diecisiete! Siebzehn!

I am sixteen going on seventeen
I know that I'm naive
Fellows I meet may tell me I'm sweet
And willingly I believe

I am sixteen going on seventeen
Innocent as a rose
Bachelor dandies, drinkers of brandies
What do I know of those

Totally unprepared am I
To face a world of men
Timid and shy and scared am I
Of things beyond my ken

I need someone older and wiser
Telling me what to do
You are seventeen going on eighteen
I'll depend on you (:

Remember that song from The Sound Of Music?
Well it was my favourite song off the movie when I was little.
Whenever that song comes up, in my mind I'll be saying to myself " I'm can't wait to sing that song when I turn sixteen "

Not once have I sang this song last year. ):
Good thing I remembered.
10 minutes left! Better sing while I can.

Although the distance is daring, we both know how to drive.

Just got back from shopping with Mom and Lil' Brother John. (:

John and I went to POPULAR bookstore.

I was taking my sweet time looking mostly at things I want although I was supposed to only look for things I need as there wasn't much time left. So, I've got what I need and I was just looking around at stuff.

John was tagging along and going " No. You don't need that. Doonn'tt do it. No. "

Just as I was about to walk to the counter I decided to just "take a look" at the notepads section. Couldn't resist. I then came across a black notebook that I really wanted.
Was thinking of buying it just cause' but then I thought to myself

" Well, when will I be using this though.."

Plus it was a little pricey.

Anyways, I just kind of stood there for some time.
John came looking for me and seeing me in the state that I was in he started chuckling while shaking his head. He went " Whhhyyy? You really like this book? "
I nodded. He sighed and walked away.

 Moments later,

I walked towards the counter. Finally, ready to pay.

I was searching for him that is until I saw him walking towards me with a shopping bag. He had already paid for his stuff! Didn't even wait for me :( 

I suppose I made him wait too long? :P

Anywho, I paid for my stuff and off we went to shop for groceries.

As we were in the car while on our way back home, he tapped on my shoulder.

I turned around as he pulled out the black notebook I wanted and handed over to me and went "Nah" I was so happy! Its Lil' Brother John!

It was unexpected of him and oh so sweet.

This will be my birthday gift from him.

I love you John John. :)